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Selasa, 05 November 2013

gonna explode?

ah, kinda old that i didt write at here again huh?
last time, when i was at snsd concert...
and now? i'm here again...
even thought many people already move to wordpress, well i guess let me stay at here...
and my wordpress only for my picfic kkk~~~~
ahh... i miss write my picfic with silly story...
maybe next time i'll try to write it again ^^


back now to this moment...
yeah, many many many that already happend....
being kindergarden teacher.
i meet them, kinda cute even some of them so annoying xD
well, thats kids still didnt have many think too...
only know to play, sleep, eat, crying, happy and everything that they need as their ages...

but, i must lost my partners at school...
and thats was the principal fault..
not the head of principal, humm... what should i call..
maybe the manager of school?
ah i didnt know n i dont care bout that...
just because he had problem with her daughter so thats why those big fight were happend...
and guess what? she not being teacher at school again...
but why must she like that? ahh.. i hate this reality...
i just feel bad that maybe those parent of the kids say that i was the one who made her out from school...
sh*t, i hate this situation!!!!!


another?
my laptop who needs to repair but my parents didnt allowed n just say later...
i know thats not their fault but the way they rejected after i told them the cost for repairing....
thats made me little bit sad n lil bit angry?
i dont know, my feeling were mix like a candy...
tetsuya-kun, lets wait later until i got the money okay?
i'll repair you until i've got the money...
my baby will doing good right?
because only you who accompany me while i'm alone..


alone? always alone...
and also empty, hahahahahahhaa
*bitter laught*
thats why i love for being alone in my bedroom...
n lock the door, forgetting what happend at outside...
only stay in my world alone....
if i go watch tv, i didnt like the show...
but when they found out that i'm watching korean n japan drama's, they calling me crazy...
calling me crazy n say something bad that i should not watch them...
i didnt like watch local tv show, n i didnt bothering for what they've done so why they must say that?!
just because i love watch them?
just because they didnt get the languanges?
just because different culture?
didnt know, i'm going crazy with that...


parents, my parents...
they say none of boys gonna marry me just because what i do...
just because i dont pretty n didnt do well ike another relative...
yeah, they were so lucky their family allowed them to have couple but me? tsk, just dream...
and you guys know wht they saying?
there's a guy who wanna made me being his wife but after see me just bcoz there something wrong with me, they just left me...
yeah, those guys were coward! like fucking coward bastard stupid idiotic human!
i belive someday gonna be someone who'll pick me up from my stupid life...
even me,cant do anything better huh?



just trying to cry but seems like my eyes didnt listen to me well hahahahahaha xD




i, need my oppa....
i miss him.....





i need miracle, a miracle can changes everything...
i cant stay like this...
all of them already go n just wearing a mask...
everything was lie, everything just a big lie...




annyeong..........
annyeong, paradise.
annyeong.....
niga bogoshipta.