MeMoRiEs bOuT 3 YeArS aGo.....

sblmna, mw say congrats dulu.....
bwd 2 org dd kecil gw....
chirou n hime yg pas j-overdrive kmrn jdan.....
pas lg obake bawain lagu laruku anata.....
slamad iiaa dd chirou,.....
perjuanganmu menunggu sethn berhasil jg ^^
peje dunk de bwd kk, kan kk jg bantuin......
jgn lupa iiaa ddquwh.....
awet2 ampe nikah.....
ur guys are my fav couple.....
biz fav couple gw pd putus smua....
huhhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....
sx lg slamad iiaa....
saianks xan bedua.....
*hug hime-chuw*


ngumung2 lagu anata.....
yg skrg lg jd backsound gw nih.....
*di kompi c iye, tp klo di warnet skrg lg laguna luna maya yg suara xDD*

anata laruku....
muunenii...itsuu...nohinimo kaga yakuuu....anata ga iru karaa....
naaamidaaa....kareee....hatetamo taisetsunaaa....anata ga iru karaa....
*dsambit hyde gr2 nyanyi asal2an*

sbnrna nih.....
wkt di j-overdrive kmrn gw ampir mw nangis gr2 lagu itu....
knp? eh knp jdna bgtuu......
jd inget ma kenangan gw 3 thn lalu.....
saat gw kls 3 sma.....
gw yg ktemu ma seorg cwo yg jg suka laruku.....
gw ganti namana dgn panggilan gw ke dy, ndutz.....
wkt itu gw tw dy suka laruku gr2 di file/bindernya dy da pin up laruku...
dan ddpnna dpajang gmbr laruku pula.....
wkt ntu gw lg suka ma tetsu....
ahahahhaha, tetchan...ur so kawaii.....
*dgorok ayana sakaii*
dan gw wkt ntu lg di klsna tmn sxgus abang gw, namana ais....
gw dgn bgs triak ke ais:
"bang ntu file sapa?kuq da gmbr larukuna????"
dy dgn senyum mautna blg:
"ntu punya ndutz"
krn gw kaget n pgn tw yg mana c orgna, jd gw tanya lg:
"bang, makhlukna yg mana c?knalin dunkkzz....."
dgn cepetna dy triak manggil c ndutz n gw dknalin ke dy....
gw yg saat itu msh blom tobat pake jilbab
*meskipun byk yg blg gw skrg lbh kacau dbandingin dulu*
langsung dgn nada tengil gw blg gini:
"lu lecielers jg?udh tw klo laruku ngluarin album awake?"
*krn wkt ntu lg jaman2na jiyuu eno shoutai*
dy yg kaget gtu mukana blg gini:
"mang udh ada?"
gw yg tmbh tengil jwbna gini:
"ktwan lu bkn lecielers, laruku ngluarin album bau ja gk tw...gk update nih...."
*parah, gw sma kaya gtu tuh tengil mampuy.....*

stelah kjdan itu....
gw jd tmbh deket ma dy....
bs dblg qt deket gr2 laruku....
ahahahahahahhaa.....influence bgd iiaa?????

dmulailah qt deket....
dan akhirna memutuskan bwd jdan......
meskipun wkt ntu gw jg lg da mslh ma cwo gw gr2 dy jauh....
dan naluri bangor gw kluar jg......
sempet gw tolak tp stelah gw pikir2 knp gk gw trima ajah?
mayan cuy, kls 3 da pcr gtu....
*maklum, gw wkt ntu mupeng gr2 liat tmn2 gw pd pcrn xDD*
alhasil....qt jdan.....
dan qt jg lumayan lama lah....
bs dblg ampe sblm lulus2an bgtu krn qt putus pas un hr trakir tp mlm2.....

wkt jdan....
ampe ketwan ma guru gr2 pulangna bareng sambil gandengan pula....
*inget gk pak syarial?*
ampe djdiin bahan ngledekin gw ma guru2 yg deket ma gw ky guru bhs.indo gw c mami flora ma pak dede....
dan pak dede jg yg jd tmp gw bwd gw curhat klo da p2....
biz tiap pljrn dy bs curhat jeung.....
pdhal dy ngajar tata negara tuh xDD
*makasii pak......*
klo gw ktemu ma pak dede...
dy tetep msh inget bgd ma gw....
gw yg slalu crita ma dy soal gw ma c ndutz ini....
bahkan, pas gw ketemu trakir dskul wkt nganterin surat undangan....
dy jg blg, gw ama ndutz ni bs ampe ke tahap yg lbh serius....
ke tahap yg dmana gw punya SIM di KUA....
*hahahahahahha...bpk lucuu dah.......*
maklum, guru gw yg ni bs liat n baca aura qt jdna dy paham deh....

dan qt hanya berthn ampe hr trakir UN....
biz ntu mlmna dy mutusin gw....
psti pd mikirna gw nangiskan?
nangis c dikit, tp biz ntu gw ktawa2.....
krn gw inget bgd ma kata2 penyiar fav gw di radio mustang pas lg jam tender love n care atau TLC andre alias andrung.....
"lu blh cinta ma org lain yg skrg lu anggap sbg pcr, cm klo lu msh pcrn jgn smua hati lo pake bwd syg sama dy...lu msti pake stengah hati lo ajah biar pas lo putus nanti lo gk terlalu sakit....dan lo bs move on ke org baru yg bakalan ngisi hari2 lo...tp klo lo udh komitmen bwd nikah dgn org itu, maka pakelah ahti lo sepenuhnya bwd cinta n syg ma dy krn org itu yg akan ngedampingin lo sampe ajal misahin lo bedua"
well, gw akuin...kata2 itu gw pikir ada bnrna jg....
makana gw ampe skrg msh bertahan dgn kata2 itu di otak gw....
jd klo pas putus, nangis ajah tp biz ntu dbawa seneng ajah....
masih banyaaaakkkkk cwo2 dluar sana yg mw ma gw.......
*apah? gk suka? ribut sini ma gw*

satu benda yg ampe skrg msh ada di gw yg berhub ma dy ntu adalah boneka sapi yg gw ksh nama capi dudutz....ntu boneka msh gw simpen ampe skrg...biz sapina udh bantet gendud pula....jdna lucu.....hahahahahahaha.....
ntu mah sama ajah ngledekin gw tw >.<

ehh...ampe lupa kan knp ntu lagu anata jd kenangan????
slain jdan, ntu jg lagu kesenengan qt bedua....
kbtlan wkt ntu dengerinna pas lg ujan udh gtu sambil di hug pula....
haiaaahhh....gw jd pgn lg kaya gtu!!!!!!!
*nangis guling2*
dan kbtln pula pd saat itu qt bedua .......
sengaja gw sensor biar pd pnasaran, ahahahahahahaha
mak nyuss bnr da ahh pas lg ujan2, sepi pulaa....
mantapsss......
kpn iiaaa bs ky gtu lg.....
trakir gw ky gtu thn kmrn tp dgn org yg berbeda....
huahahahahahahahaha......
bodoh kao de!
*dsambit pake sendal*

dan kmrn pas lg di j-overdrive, yg kbtln malming pula....
banyak para couple yg pd pelukan wkt da ntu lagu......
kan jd mupeng gw......
di kiri gw ada 2 org dd kecil gw yg ru jdan....
di sblh kanan gw ada nami ma cwona c ken....
di dpn gw da bilman ma c descha pula....
lengkap udh penderitaan gw.......
alhasil gw jd maju kesmpg panggung dan pindah ksana....
dsana gw malah liat yuyu jdna gw malah ngobrol trz ma yuyu dsodorin mic gtu..
*halah, oneng*
kelar wibi nyanyi anata yg merupakan req gw jg....
gw langsung ngasi permen lolly ke wibi...
krn gw udh janji klo dy bawain req gw, gw ksh permen ke dy...
*enak bnr yak jd gw? tgl dsogok permen dbawain pula laguna hahahahahhaa*
gw lum crita c ke wibi, ntar ajahlah klo gw sempet xDD
gw jd pgn lg di nyanyiin anata ma wibi obake....
kan jd nyanyi deh gw xDD
kbtlan ni jg lagu favna tmn gw c uut....
hihihihihihi...qt sama yah ut?
laguna jd biki inget ma org yg dulu deket ma qt.....
*tos ma uut*

gw jg lg nantang org c bwd nyanyi anata....
ntu c papahquwh...papah qyo dr 1st katana....
dy gw tantang bwd nyanyiin ni lagu klo dy manggung....
dy blg c udh apal stengah gtu....
dan katana mang ni lagu spesial gk pake telor bwd gw....
pokokna mamah tungguin iiaa papahquwh ^^
*et deh, kaga pcrn ajah suami gw banyak bgd palg pcrn xDD*
eh, kpn lg coba nyuruh org nyanyiin lagu req gw?
mumpung bs dsuruh mending di budidayakan....
bnr gk?
hwehehehehehehehehe......
*papah cm bs cenger cengir gw gtuin xDD*

haduh....
jd kangen deh....
ahahahahahha....
ntar ajah drmh gw peluk2 ntu boneka bwd nemenin gw tdr....
meskipun skrg klo mw tdr suka dtlp ma ucing nakal gw ntu...
c miou jelek.....
miou, qt ke lia bareng lg kan?
jgn lupa traktir mie ayam iiaa....
nyaw lg pgn mam mie ayam nih ^^
kan miou janji ma nyaw.....
okeh? okeh?
*pantesan ajah gw dgosipin ma anak2 gr2 gw deket ma ucing nakal gw ini >.<*

apalg iiaa?
jd binun.....
backsound gw forever love x-japan mslhna jd binun mw nulis paan lg yg da dr td gw nyanyi2 xDD

sxan lah dr gw.....
ntar ktemu di laporan slanjutnyaa.....

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SaKiT T____________________T

dammitt!!!!!!
dedemit!!!!!!
anjriiit!!!!!!!!
silit!!!!!!!!!!!!
*smuanye ajah yg blkgna it lu pake*
knp pilek gw kaga sembuh jg iiaa????
pdhal kan sabtu mw seneng2 lg di j-overdrive.....
kata abang mw manggung jam stengah 8.....
huaaaa.....mw nntn.......
tp gk punya kostum gr2 dsuruh harajuku street gtu dreescodenya....
*kak, bang diky, knp musti gtu cobaaa.......*


tp mw crita soal yg kmrn ahh.....
biz jln2 ke TMII....
asli, udh brp lama iiaa gw gk ksanaaa??????
kmrn kesana ma anak2 BK reguler 06.....
kebanyakan c poto2 narsis gtu dah.....
maklum, anak2na jg pd narsis gtu.....
sankyuu 2 gorina jange yg udh ngajakin cwona ksana dan bersedia motoin anak2 yg super duper narsis smuaa......
huahahahahahahahahahaha.....
sering2 ajah iiaa.....
*dgorok*

hmm....
bsk kkmpz mw dftr ulang....
sapa tw msh da stand bsk di fbs.....
mw liat2 sxan mw poto yukata jg....
sirik gr2 liat bebeibh shab poto pake yukata....
*pzti seneng dah ntu c bebeibh gw blg kaya bgini*



tp sankyuu 2 miouquwh yg td krmh bawain rujak....
sukses bikin idung gw jd makin meler gr2 makan rujak.....
hiaaahhh....dasyarr kao miou.....
ucing nakal.......
tp gk p2 deh jd lumayan lega idungna xDD
ahahahahahahahahaha dasyarr ucing nakal......
*jambag2 miou*
jgn lupa ke j-overdrive bareng2.....
hahahahahahahahaha.......
*nyari tebengan*


udh ah, makin banyak sodara gw di fb makin nyusain gw jdna =.=
untung pake nama paslu, jdna gk pd bawel dah....
nyahahahahahahahahaha........
enyahlah xan yg gk suka gw yg suka jejepangan!!!!!
suka2 gw dunk......
gk usah ngatur2 gw!!!!!
woles jae dunk klo gw suka jpg......
gk suka? yasud c, pilihan gw ini......
makana mav2 ajah klo gw agak malay klo ma xan!!!!!!
mending gw di dunia jejepunan!
*mav, esmosi sesaat nih gw xDD*
sudahlahh.....yg penting gw eksis dbanding mreka.....
ahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!
hidup sishi! hidup ochie! hidup kawaii! hidup aussie!
*lah, yg trakir nama gw bnran ituh mah*
pokokna hidup gw c ms.kawaii in here!!!!!!!!!!!
*triak2 trz batuk*



udh ah, gw opp dulu....
tha thaa.....

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QuEeN bEe?!

huahahahahahhaa.....
entahlah ada pa dgn gw skrg.....
gr2 dengerin ran yg ratu lebah alias queen bee...
kuq gw suka ktawa ktiwi yah dengerin ni lagu?
*jujur, gw skrg lg senyum2 gajebo gr2 ni lagu*
huaddduuuuhhh....ada apa dgn otak gw skrg????????


sblm lnjt soal ratu lebah, gw mw crita soal gj ui dulu.....
rame bnr da ahh....
slain acara thnan yg pastina dtunggu2 ma org2.....
psti byk bertebaran cwo2 tampand...
*jiwa hunting cwo2 tampand gw nongol dah!*

band2na banyak kuq.....ni yg gw tw ja yak*
ada yume, meskipun gw gk nntn tp gw liat hasil rekaman c uni mreka bawain goodbye days dsana.....
beruntunglahhh gw blom da dsana!!!!!!
klo kaga gw nangis da ah xDD
ada cherry no arc.....
ampun bang, ade gk nntn biz kepagian c xDD
tp keren bgd....
mreka coverin janne da arc.....
kpn iiaa mreka bawain carnation...*ngayal*
ada miyabi jg yg bawain sadie.....
tp syg suara dd kecil gw lg gk bgd...
fals lah lebih bnrna....
latian lg iiaa de.....
ada la lumiere jg.....
*tunggu, la lumiere?*
huahahahahaha...ktemu dgn cuamiquwh dsana....
c papih unohito alis lune.....
poto2 dah.....
noh, di jdiin primary bwd skrg xDD
cantiq amad iiaa papih T.T
*nangis*
ada murasaki jg.....
keren2, buagus......
ada x-shibuya (lg).....
x-shibuya lg laris nih....
bs headbeng euy.....
meskipun gw gk ikutan, udh da noh dd gw ma c tamae yg ngewakilin bwd hedabon xDD
dan lg2 lagu violence beside our home dbawain.....
huaaahhhh...gw suka lagunaaaa......
ada amakusa jg yg bawain art of life....
stengah jam kurang 3 menit ajah ntu lagu.....
hihihihihihihihi.......
untung gw udh denger klo gw ke cottage xDD
ada ZEAL jg.....
dan tw gk, gw baru tw laguna ajikan yg slama ni gw cari2 ntu judulna loop n loop dan gw baru tw kmrn pas lg iseng2 nyari lirikna.....
huahahahahahahahaha.....
tp, FD gw ilang skrg......
kampreeeeeeeeettttttttttt........................


lanjut soal ratu lebah alias quenn bee lg....
aduh, gw gk tw yah da pa dgn ntu lagu tp ni lagu dgn sukses bikin gw ktawa ktiwi sendirian....
mungkin krn gw liat vidio klipna yg warna-warni itu x yah....
tp bkn itu jg yg bikin gw ktawa ktiwi.....
kira2 apah yuaaa??????
aquwh binun da ah.....
ada yg tw jwbnnaa kaaahhhhh??????
*lu ja binun palg gw yg baca*


tp lucu jg c klo da yg dtg ke gw nyanyiin ni lagu....
"bila engkau ratu lebahku
akankah ku jadi rajamu
kan kujaga cinta kita
berdua untukmu selalu
bila suatu hari nanti
berdua kita kan pergi
kan ku ajak kau terbang
untuk menyambut mentari"
huahahahahahaha...ngayal ajah gw......
*dsambitin ma yg baca*

tp gk tw knp,*ni org gk tw mulu dah prasaan*
gw lbh suka pas bagian yg ini:

"ku ingin kau menjadi milikku selalu
ku dekap dirimu dekat dengan hatiku
dan takkan ku lepas sayang

kau bagaikan sinar mentari
bersinar di pagi hari
terus berlari lari
kan ku kejar dirimu sayang"

ada apa iiaa dgn kata2 ituh?????

apakah gw lg ngarep pgn punya pcr (lg)?

hmm......lu ajah binun palg gw yak xDD

huaaaaahhhhhh......gw tuh lg nungguin sapa c?

suara dblkg:"NTUH, C MIOUMUWH!!!!!!!!"

wuapaaaa???????

miiouuuu??????

jgn dunk ahh....

dy udh punya yg dbandung sana.....

dgorok gw yg adaaa.......

jd jgn yg aneh2 iiaa.....

mano gk suka klo yg sperti itu....

*lah, knp jdna manohara c?????*

iiaaa......

pokokna bgtulah......

kuq, gw jd gk ngerjain tgs iiaa????

haduh, efek ngayal nih jd quenn bee nih.....

huahahahahahahahaha........

*apah?gk suka?nyantai ajah c....."

cukuplah gw crita ttg queen bee.....

gw mw lanjut ktawa ktiwi dulu ahh......

tha thaaaa.......

walaupun cintaku ini tak semanis madu
tapi hati ini kan selalu jadi milikmu

bila engkau ratu lebahku
akankah ku jadi rajamu
kan kujaga cinta kita
berdua untukmu selalu
bila suatu hari nanti
berdua kita kan pergi
kan ku ajak kau terbang
untuk menyambut mentari

*nyanyiiiii*

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apa iiaa.......

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................
knp di otak gw yg ada cm lagu2na ABC?????
*acid black cherry maksudna*
gr2 fuyu no maboroshi nih jd doyan gw.......
smlm ngebahas lagu aishitenai ma ibang.......
eh yg da malah nyanyi2 ampe ktdran.......
hahahahahahahaha.....kebiasaan da ah......
jd inget utang lirik ma ibang dah.....
ntar klo de ke asian anime de bawain iiaa liriknaa......
hayu qt bego2an lg bang dcmz!
hwakakakakakakak.....
dasyarr ibang.....


uas deadline pula....
bsk dkumpulin tp dgn indah n bgsnya gw blom ngerjain....
pusing gw liat soalnyaaa.....
busyet, itu soal pa soal iiaa?
bnr gk njito?
*di aminin ma njito*
ampun da ahh.....minta jwbannyaaaa!!!!!!!!
*triak2*


ehh....dpt nama baru lg nih....
nama gw jd nyaw~
nyahahahahahahaha......
biarin ah, syirik aje klo gk sukaa.....
sankyuu miou....
cpt sembuh iiaa........
ampe ktemu gj ui miou.....
*djamin banyak yg nyari n nanya, sapakah miouquwh....*


hmm.....
inget pengumuman un....
inget jaman gw dulu.....
yg lain deg2an....
gw tetep nyanyi2....
tetep cengar cengir.....
dan tetep TIDUR!
hiahahahahahahaha.....
najis bgd da ah adat gw.......
bwd cmua ddquwh....
cmuga cmuana lulus iiaa......
ganbatte cmuanaaa......
chayank xan cmuaa......

ni anak2 yg dwarnet tmp gw main bacotnye pd gk bs djaga yee.....
lg2 annoying!
sumpe da ah!!!!!
kampret lu pd!
gw sumpain kaga naik kls ma lulus lu pd!!!!!!!
ganggu org main ajee......
stresssss!!!!!!!!!
*klo miou jwbna, lu gila*
untung fd gw yg ada lagu ABC gw bawa jdna bs dengerin da ah ntu lagu....
mantap bwd dputer!
binun2 da lu pd!!!!
lu mamam tuh ABC!
*kecap maksudna*


haaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh...................
uas lum klar....
mana nih kiriman jwbn?
minta dunk gw!!!!!!!!!!


la la la la la cherry ni kiss.....
hahahahahaha....
dudulz....



eh iye lupa....
kmrn gw beli komik 5ribu 3 iket
trz 10 ribu 4 iket.....
nyari komik lg ahh....
kpn lg gw bs beli komik murah....
komik kan skrg hargana mahal bnr.....
nyaaaw~ nyaaw~



hahahaha~
la la la la la la cherry ni kiss.....
opp dulu ahh.....

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SeDiH mUnGkiN???!!!!!

huff.......
maybe this is my hard week.....
*halah, apaan c????*
minggu yg berat maksudnaaa......
protes aje dah!!!!!!!!!

minggu yg dpenuhi dgn brita2 yg ngagetin....
mulai dr bang ical yg kluar dr chiku.....
dan ternyata, rakuen no bunkasai yg di labs rawamangun itu adalah pnampilan dy yg trakir.....
qt smua gk da yg nyangka klo itu bakalan jd yg trakir.....
*knp gk j-overdrive ajee c bang?????*
yg da pagi2 buta liat statusna om jono gk jd ngantuk dah....
brita ttg bang ical kluar mang dtulis dsana,,,,,,,
pas dtanya ke bang ical, hal itu mang terjd!
alhasil, nangislah diriquwh......
sedih....gk da parnert jogedan lg......
*bang, gw nangis bnran tw!*
pas mw brangkat kuliah, nanya ke uni mila...
dan dy jg jwb bgtu....
dan dy jg biz nangis smlman......
tanya dd eka....
dy yg da malah kaget.....
tp dy sedih jg......
alhasil hr itu diriquwh bnr2 sedih.....
untung bang ical ngeyakinin meskipun kluar tp klo sempet dy dtg ke event....
*bang, quwh tunggu kao di j-overdrive yee.....*


dtmbh lg masalahna c kazu.....
yup, dy brantem lg ma ntu orgtua....
dan dy nyesel skrg atas pilihannya bwd milih ntu orgtua....
trz dy skrg mw ke ut....
cm sygna ut gk mw lg krn dy lg pgn sendiri....
udh gtu c ibang jg lg kepikiran kazu trz.....
klo inget ibang, sedih bgd.....
dy yg bnr2 tulus syg ma kazu tp bgtu jdna.....
uut jg bgtu......
cm skrg ni c kazu udh mulai bwd bljr ngelepas mreka bedua....
smuga bs dpt yg bnr2 lu syg yee nak.....
mamii gk mw liat lu sedih lg.....
mamii gk mw liat lu marah2, ngamuk2 lg cm gr2 ntu orgtua....
dr awal udh mamii blg ntu org ky pa...
tp lu tetetp ajah milih dy....
dan skrg kebukti kan pa yg mamii blg?
smuga dgn adanya mslh ni lu bs jd dewasa....
mikir dgn logika bkn dgn emosi lg.....
cmangkaa my dear.......


udh gtu skrg....
quwh lg ngerasa aneh ajah....
balik lg kebiasaan yg lama.....
"ngerasa sendirian"
tp quwh yakin....
dluar sana, tmn2quwh pzti bs bikin quwh ktawa lg.....
mulai tmn2 komunitas....
tmn2 FB....
pukukna yg knal diriquwhlah.....
maklum lg down ma cengeng neh......



lg ky gtu.....
jd inget lagu yg pernah dputer pvnya pas lg di cottage.....
acid black cherry fuyu no maboroshi.....
*et deh, kuq isoooo?????*
gk ngerti napa....
td pas drmh.....
lg tlpnan ma ikay....
puter tu pv di tetsuya *tetsuya ntu nama kmptrquwh ^^*
ehh.....gk tw knp.....
kuq enak yua bwd nangiss??????
nyari lirik n translitannya.....
yg da malah tmbh nangis lg......
ni ajah nangis euy.....
hihihihihihihihihi......
lg cengeng nih.....
*ktwan aqi tmbh dledekin gw*
mw tw liriknya?
dbwh ajah iyahhh......

Lyric

Fuyu no Maboroshi

Lyrics, Arrangement & Music by Yasunori Hayashi

Kimi no shashin ga waratteru
Daisuki datta egao de
Juuichigatsu no yoake mae
Tengoku e tabidatta...

Samusa ni yowai boku no [SHATSU] ni te wo iretarishite
Kimi ga yorokobu kara fuyu ga suki datta...
Konayuki yo yamanai de
Te no hira ni kienai de
Hakasugiru inochi to kasanaru kara
Furueta koe de kajikanda te de
Tada kimi wo sagashitsuzuketeiru yo

Nakimushi de kowagari dakara
Hayaku kimi wo mitsukenakya
Doko ni mo iru hazu nai no ni
Fuyu no kaori ga shita yo
Maru de kodomo no you ni "samui..." tte hashagi nagara
Kimi ga dakitsuku kara fuyu ga suki datta...
Kimi wo mitsukerarenai
Kurushiku nemurenai
"Aitai..." aitai kimochi osaerarenai
Yume ni mo tarete shizuka ni naite
Kimi wo sagashitsuzuketeiru
Kami-sama ga iru no nara
Kiseki ga okoru no nara
Boku no negai hitotsu dake kanou nara
Mou ichido dake kimi ni awasete
Maboroshi demo ii kara...

Konayuki yo yamanai de te no hira ni kienai de
Hakakute...koe ni naranai
Semete yume de [II] kimi ni aitai
Sotto atatamete agetai
Kimi wo mitsukerarenai
Kurushiku nemurenai
"Aitai..." aitai kimochi osaerarenai
Yume ni mo tarete shizuka ni naite
Sukoshizutsu aruite miru yo
Demo kimi ga wasurenai
Namida nara nagasanai
Boku no kokoro no naka ni ikiteru kara
Shiroi keshiki ni kimi wo utsushite
Ano hi no egao no mama...



Translation

Winter's Illusion

Lyrics, Arrangement & Music by Yasunori Hayashi

Your picture is laughing
With that smile I loved
As November's dawn broke
You began your journey to Heaven...

I stuffed my hands into my shirt, weakened by the cold
Since it made you so cheerful, I loved winter...
Flurries of snow, don't stop falling
Don't vanish in the palm of my hand
Since our too-fickle lives cross over one another
With a wavering voice and shaking hands
I'm still searching for you

Since I'm such a crybaby and a coward
I have to find you soon
Even though it should have been nowhere to be found
The scent of winter came upon me
While complaining with "it's so cold..." as if I were utterly a child
Since I was clinging to you, I loved winter...
I can't find you
So torn by the pain I can't sleep
"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm searching for you still
If there is a God somewhere
If miracles really do happen
If just one of my wishes can come true
Let me see you just once more
Since even if it's just an illusion, it's okay...

Flurries of snow, don't stop falling, don't vanish in the palm of my hand
In vain...my voice is unbearable
Even if it's just in a dream, I don't care, I want to see you again
I want to gently offer my warmth to you
I can't find you
So torn by the pain I can't sleep
"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm trying to move on, little by little
But I won't forget you
If there are tears, I will not shed them
Since you live on in my heart
Reflected in this white scenery
Just like your smile that day...




sooooo.......
what do U think guys???????
sedih bkn????????
jd inget crita yg dulu......
udh ampir 5thn iyah abangquwh juelex pegi......
pantesan ajah denger ni lirik nangis jdna.....
palg yg pas ini nih.....
pas yg trakir.....
"Aitai..." aitai kimochi osaerarenai
Yume ni mo tarete shizuka ni naite
Sukoshizutsu aruite miru yo
Demo kimi ga wasurenai
Namida nara nagasanai
Boku no kokoro no naka ni ikiteru kara
Shiroi keshiki ni kimi wo utsushite
Ano hi no egao no mama...
*"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm trying to move on, little by little
But I won't forget you
If there are tears, I will not shed them
Since you live on in my heart
Reflected in this white scenery
Just like your smile that day...*

huaaaa.........
jd tmbh nyemangatin lg........
di ingetin lg ma ni lagu.....
tp kyna di ingetin ma abang deh.....
huahahahahahahahaha......
dd lum ke tmp abang nih.....
kangen deh dd ma abang......
jagain dd trz yah bangquwh juelexs......
dd dsini jd tmbh byk yg jagain loh.....
tp tetep dd syg ma abangquwh ni.......
tenang yah bang dsana......
jagain dd trz pukukna......
chayank abangquwh juelexs.......




hueeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
udh ah nangisnyaaa........
mw joged2 miaw lg......
tp mw dengerin aishitenai acid black cherry dulu.....
hohohohohohohohohoho.......
nyindir iyeee lagunyeee...........

tha thaa.......

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NeW MoNtH......

wew......
udh juni booo......
juuuuunnnnniiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*triak*


GJ UI depan mata!!!!!!!!
kyaaa.........
cuamiquwh manggung.......
papii unohitoquwh manggung!!!!!!!!!
lalalalala~ syenangnya hatiquwh........
*dsambit fansna papii*
dtunggu bunga mawar setangkai bwd mamii yah papii cantiqquwh...
hohohohohohohohoho.........
papii cantiqquwh......
*meleleh*
tp bntr lg jg c abang onet manggung tuh......
di cherry no arc......
bang, carnation napaa.........
mw yah...mw yah.....
*tatapan melas*


hhmmm.....
hr ni kkmpz dlanjutkan ke cottage.....
hohohohohoho......
gk jd jambak2an tp jdna tepok2an kpala...
dasyarr asep stress xDD
kao yg smangad iiaa sepp.....
inget noh deadline hr kamis...
hwahahahahahahahaha........
ntar klo dpt duitna traktir gw makan xDD
*dsambit asep pake bibir*


c shab, malah jd doyan manggi diriquwh beib sishiong....
pdhal udh keren namana dganti2.....
dasyarr shabz......
diajakin adu lari lagi nih ky di labs xDD



c indah jg blg katana gk blg2 udh punya blog...
eet dah, prasaan emak udh blg padamu nak......
ma kicu jg dah nih xDD



sudahlaaahhh.........
nunggu pv yg di labs kmrn tnyata blom masuk jg.....
milaaaaa....mana pvnyaaa.......
mw drampok xDD
*dsambit mila pake boots*



pulang ahhh~
nyaw nyaw.....
nyaaaawwwwww~

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