SeDiH mUnGkiN???!!!!!

huff.......
maybe this is my hard week.....
*halah, apaan c????*
minggu yg berat maksudnaaa......
protes aje dah!!!!!!!!!

minggu yg dpenuhi dgn brita2 yg ngagetin....
mulai dr bang ical yg kluar dr chiku.....
dan ternyata, rakuen no bunkasai yg di labs rawamangun itu adalah pnampilan dy yg trakir.....
qt smua gk da yg nyangka klo itu bakalan jd yg trakir.....
*knp gk j-overdrive ajee c bang?????*
yg da pagi2 buta liat statusna om jono gk jd ngantuk dah....
brita ttg bang ical kluar mang dtulis dsana,,,,,,,
pas dtanya ke bang ical, hal itu mang terjd!
alhasil, nangislah diriquwh......
sedih....gk da parnert jogedan lg......
*bang, gw nangis bnran tw!*
pas mw brangkat kuliah, nanya ke uni mila...
dan dy jg jwb bgtu....
dan dy jg biz nangis smlman......
tanya dd eka....
dy yg da malah kaget.....
tp dy sedih jg......
alhasil hr itu diriquwh bnr2 sedih.....
untung bang ical ngeyakinin meskipun kluar tp klo sempet dy dtg ke event....
*bang, quwh tunggu kao di j-overdrive yee.....*


dtmbh lg masalahna c kazu.....
yup, dy brantem lg ma ntu orgtua....
dan dy nyesel skrg atas pilihannya bwd milih ntu orgtua....
trz dy skrg mw ke ut....
cm sygna ut gk mw lg krn dy lg pgn sendiri....
udh gtu c ibang jg lg kepikiran kazu trz.....
klo inget ibang, sedih bgd.....
dy yg bnr2 tulus syg ma kazu tp bgtu jdna.....
uut jg bgtu......
cm skrg ni c kazu udh mulai bwd bljr ngelepas mreka bedua....
smuga bs dpt yg bnr2 lu syg yee nak.....
mamii gk mw liat lu sedih lg.....
mamii gk mw liat lu marah2, ngamuk2 lg cm gr2 ntu orgtua....
dr awal udh mamii blg ntu org ky pa...
tp lu tetetp ajah milih dy....
dan skrg kebukti kan pa yg mamii blg?
smuga dgn adanya mslh ni lu bs jd dewasa....
mikir dgn logika bkn dgn emosi lg.....
cmangkaa my dear.......


udh gtu skrg....
quwh lg ngerasa aneh ajah....
balik lg kebiasaan yg lama.....
"ngerasa sendirian"
tp quwh yakin....
dluar sana, tmn2quwh pzti bs bikin quwh ktawa lg.....
mulai tmn2 komunitas....
tmn2 FB....
pukukna yg knal diriquwhlah.....
maklum lg down ma cengeng neh......



lg ky gtu.....
jd inget lagu yg pernah dputer pvnya pas lg di cottage.....
acid black cherry fuyu no maboroshi.....
*et deh, kuq isoooo?????*
gk ngerti napa....
td pas drmh.....
lg tlpnan ma ikay....
puter tu pv di tetsuya *tetsuya ntu nama kmptrquwh ^^*
ehh.....gk tw knp.....
kuq enak yua bwd nangiss??????
nyari lirik n translitannya.....
yg da malah tmbh nangis lg......
ni ajah nangis euy.....
hihihihihihihihihi......
lg cengeng nih.....
*ktwan aqi tmbh dledekin gw*
mw tw liriknya?
dbwh ajah iyahhh......

Lyric

Fuyu no Maboroshi

Lyrics, Arrangement & Music by Yasunori Hayashi

Kimi no shashin ga waratteru
Daisuki datta egao de
Juuichigatsu no yoake mae
Tengoku e tabidatta...

Samusa ni yowai boku no [SHATSU] ni te wo iretarishite
Kimi ga yorokobu kara fuyu ga suki datta...
Konayuki yo yamanai de
Te no hira ni kienai de
Hakasugiru inochi to kasanaru kara
Furueta koe de kajikanda te de
Tada kimi wo sagashitsuzuketeiru yo

Nakimushi de kowagari dakara
Hayaku kimi wo mitsukenakya
Doko ni mo iru hazu nai no ni
Fuyu no kaori ga shita yo
Maru de kodomo no you ni "samui..." tte hashagi nagara
Kimi ga dakitsuku kara fuyu ga suki datta...
Kimi wo mitsukerarenai
Kurushiku nemurenai
"Aitai..." aitai kimochi osaerarenai
Yume ni mo tarete shizuka ni naite
Kimi wo sagashitsuzuketeiru
Kami-sama ga iru no nara
Kiseki ga okoru no nara
Boku no negai hitotsu dake kanou nara
Mou ichido dake kimi ni awasete
Maboroshi demo ii kara...

Konayuki yo yamanai de te no hira ni kienai de
Hakakute...koe ni naranai
Semete yume de [II] kimi ni aitai
Sotto atatamete agetai
Kimi wo mitsukerarenai
Kurushiku nemurenai
"Aitai..." aitai kimochi osaerarenai
Yume ni mo tarete shizuka ni naite
Sukoshizutsu aruite miru yo
Demo kimi ga wasurenai
Namida nara nagasanai
Boku no kokoro no naka ni ikiteru kara
Shiroi keshiki ni kimi wo utsushite
Ano hi no egao no mama...



Translation

Winter's Illusion

Lyrics, Arrangement & Music by Yasunori Hayashi

Your picture is laughing
With that smile I loved
As November's dawn broke
You began your journey to Heaven...

I stuffed my hands into my shirt, weakened by the cold
Since it made you so cheerful, I loved winter...
Flurries of snow, don't stop falling
Don't vanish in the palm of my hand
Since our too-fickle lives cross over one another
With a wavering voice and shaking hands
I'm still searching for you

Since I'm such a crybaby and a coward
I have to find you soon
Even though it should have been nowhere to be found
The scent of winter came upon me
While complaining with "it's so cold..." as if I were utterly a child
Since I was clinging to you, I loved winter...
I can't find you
So torn by the pain I can't sleep
"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm searching for you still
If there is a God somewhere
If miracles really do happen
If just one of my wishes can come true
Let me see you just once more
Since even if it's just an illusion, it's okay...

Flurries of snow, don't stop falling, don't vanish in the palm of my hand
In vain...my voice is unbearable
Even if it's just in a dream, I don't care, I want to see you again
I want to gently offer my warmth to you
I can't find you
So torn by the pain I can't sleep
"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm trying to move on, little by little
But I won't forget you
If there are tears, I will not shed them
Since you live on in my heart
Reflected in this white scenery
Just like your smile that day...




sooooo.......
what do U think guys???????
sedih bkn????????
jd inget crita yg dulu......
udh ampir 5thn iyah abangquwh juelex pegi......
pantesan ajah denger ni lirik nangis jdna.....
palg yg pas ini nih.....
pas yg trakir.....
"Aitai..." aitai kimochi osaerarenai
Yume ni mo tarete shizuka ni naite
Sukoshizutsu aruite miru yo
Demo kimi ga wasurenai
Namida nara nagasanai
Boku no kokoro no naka ni ikiteru kara
Shiroi keshiki ni kimi wo utsushite
Ano hi no egao no mama...
*"I want to see you..." I can't keep down these feelings of wanting to see you anymore
Not leaving them behind even in my wildest dreams, silently weeping
I'm trying to move on, little by little
But I won't forget you
If there are tears, I will not shed them
Since you live on in my heart
Reflected in this white scenery
Just like your smile that day...*

huaaaa.........
jd tmbh nyemangatin lg........
di ingetin lg ma ni lagu.....
tp kyna di ingetin ma abang deh.....
huahahahahahahahaha......
dd lum ke tmp abang nih.....
kangen deh dd ma abang......
jagain dd trz yah bangquwh juelexs......
dd dsini jd tmbh byk yg jagain loh.....
tp tetep dd syg ma abangquwh ni.......
tenang yah bang dsana......
jagain dd trz pukukna......
chayank abangquwh juelexs.......




hueeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........
udh ah nangisnyaaa........
mw joged2 miaw lg......
tp mw dengerin aishitenai acid black cherry dulu.....
hohohohohohohohohoho.......
nyindir iyeee lagunyeee...........

tha thaa.......